I’ve just changed my theme, and am reviewing what has been written here on the blog, and I am embarrassed. I want it to include so much more. I want to write so much more. When I created the blog, I anticipated writing a little bit each week. I wasn’t sure what I would write about, but I wanted it to be about writing. My struggle to write more. Now, two years later, there is little to the blog. If I had been writing a little bit at a time, like I desired, I would have a lots of posts to look through. Instead, there is pitifully little posted. That doesn’t minimize what’s going on in my head, however. Maybe it is poor time management, being over committed, or perhaps the struggle to find time to write is really a symptom of something much bigger. I would have to look more closely at myself to determine the reason why I have failed to accomplish more writing in this blog. But looking more closely at one’s self is also a scary endeavor. I have lots to blame, but I don’t really like excuses. All I can do is to try harder. Try harder to squeeze out a few minutes here and there to create a post that includes a few of my thoughts. Let’s hope for so much more.